Sunday, April 5, 2009

let the games begin

IVF/ICSI #2.1 is now underway. Today is day 2 of Lupron....

Right now my heart is aching, I want this to work so badly that's it all I can think about. I feel like I have a huge gaping hole in my heart that needs to be filled. I need to be positive. I need to FEEL positive! But right now I am filled with worry that this may not work.

I'm in need of a big dose of optimism...

This will work...This will work...This WILL work.....THIS WILL WORK!!!!!!

8 comments:

Joannah said...

I heard a great message at church last night that snapped me out of my funk. I realized that I was worrying about trouble to come instead of living in the now and focusing on who God is and what he's able to do.

I suggest you read:

1 Thessalonians 5:23-24

and

Jude 1:20-21

I wish I could communicate the message the way the pastor did last night. Just really put everything in perspective for me.

:-)

Jendeis said...

Is there anything that you do that allows you to stop worrying? For me, it's reading or doing puzzles online (Jigzone.com). My brain floats away and I stop thinking.

Praying that this is your cycle. :)

Mary said...

THIS WILL WORK!

A n T said...

Praying for you!

Baby Smiling In Back Seat said...

Good luck! Thinking happy thoughts for you.

Hillary said...

I am so hopeful for you, Anita!!!

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Caroline said...

I am so hopeful for you Anita. You have come such a long way, and the Doctors know much more about your IF situation now. I'm here for you.

Anonymous said...

sending you a HUGE CLEXANE TYPE SHOT of optimism... you can only do so much... which sucks because I'm a control freak, but seriously... positive thinking always helps with a cycle. you can do this!!

xx