a quick note

FET went well. 2 blasts on board! Now the wait :-)

Feeling sleepy so will post more another time....

Another FET....

My FET is tomorrow. I have been feeling very anxious all week! I don't really have much to write - I just really hope it works and that I don't have another loss. I have taken a blogging break over the last few weeks, mostly because i've been so busy but also because i'm trying to give myself a mental break from all things IF. You are all in my thoughts and I look forward to having the next few days off so I can catch up my blog reading...

While I wait

I heard this song while watching 'Fireproof' and it really moved me.

'While I'm Waiting' by John Waller.

FET Day 1

• Surprise for me! AF started yesterday afternoon so today is Day 1


• I had an my infectious diseases bloodtest today at the clinic - it was supposed to be taken a few weeks ago but since finding my veins is such a mission they decided to skip the extra blood drawing when I had my final HCG test and spare me the extra misery. So today I had the blood taken - NOT FUN! I seem to freak the nurses out with my invisible veins. I even drank 2 L of water before to try and help. The first nurse poked and prodded and got a tiny bit of blood but then nothing - and then Nurse#2 came in and had a go. I left in tears-not just from needles but it ALL just got to me today. Anxiety I thinks....


• I met with my Dr. to discuss cycle - until this morning I was still swinging between doing a natural FET or another HRT FET. Anyway after talking to him I will be doing a natural FET with added progesterone support. I feel good about this but it makes planning things around work a bit more stressful since I can't give much notice for appointments and i'm on a roster. Praying that things fall into place...


• Started up acupuncture again this afternoon- LOVE IT! So relaxing I fell asleep :-)


• Had our church small group at our house tonight. Ate yummy pizza and watched 'Fireproof' which I'd seen before but loved watching again.I highly recommend it.

Despite my lack of commenting, please know I am still reading along and you are in my thoughts. I will slowly be catching up on commenting :-)

Thanks for those who leave me their sweet comments - they mean the world to me!